Tuesday, December 09, 2003


Sarah, in reference to an earlier comment you made about physical laws being bent or sidestepped. This is probably the central focus of my contemplations presently. Former experiences have had this happening with my own person. My current opinion is that what is conventionally called 'knowledge' is
the culprit responsible for making such events unlikely. It would be difficult for me to swear that any conscious effort on my part was designed to get these results. I feel lucky to remember such events at all. The more of me that is my contemporary-life memory is not restricted inside the "white room" to the particular body and life force I use presently. Getting those extended me-mores acquired in an undifferentiated dimension back across the veil of forgetfulness to beta consciousness, however, has never been a sure thing with me. I am somewhat apathetic about my inability to concentrate more intensely upon randomly chosen unemotional objects and topics convenient to my need for self importance, while the necessary focus automagically appears in more pertinent scenarios, although I'm never really sure whether this happens as an act of personal volition or is guided by unseen forces.

The recent discussion the group had about superstring theory made a strong impression with me. Especially in regard to the remarks about there being eleven completely separated dimensions mathematically possible as parallel universes. This notion has really excited me about specific experiences I remember from other eras that posited a distinct, but warily different environment for me.

For me, all possible dimensions exist simultaneously in no-time. I think it may be possible/probable that we cause events to happen in a pre-selected dimension that wouldn't happen of it's own process in that dimension without outside impetus unless I continuously, even though unknowingly strive for a recognizable, repeatable seminal experience while knowingly present in the other proposed dimensions where similar dimensional restrictions do not hold sway. Something of this sort may have been evidenced in the pyramid building era. My personal experience informs/deludes me, for better or worse, that other dimensions can be consciously acted upon, but getting reliable feedback to fine-tune the somewhat unpredictable results in that other dimension from another dimension simultaneously, can require the in situ cunning intuitively gained through a broad spectrum of human experience.

I wrote about this earlier in regard to using the rituals modeled in the primary sensory-based dimension as guideline to creating a state of consciousness in an unfamiliar dimension where self-awareness is at best speciously present, but not to the degree that personal volition to consciously conjure in that other dimension can be evoked spontaneously at will. My current conviction is to actively conjure a support cast of "way-shower" allies through visualization practices that will stimulate the active consciousness when present in the other dimension in order self-stimulate to use the sometime incomprehensible resources of that seemingly mythological "place".